first and for all, peace be upon to you. woah, english punye beri salam. =)
i change my url for some reason cause i dont want anymore stalkers reading my blog. __
well.. life have been fxcking great lately, not. -.-
schools/family/friends problems.
about school, i kinda lost hope/confidence on myself. oh god, exams are just around the corner. class currently becoming like __ . oh please, i wanna change. i dont wanna be the hxcslacker. i dont wanna be too fxcking lazyassbum. really change on myself and just focusing on studies, studies, studies. and please making me go to a right pathway. and yeay, i passed my maths test. eh rhyme ah seh pathway and yeay. woohoo. and many people passed the test too which was a good thang. (= somehow, i love art/maths/english. hahahaha.

secondly, friends. woohoo, i thought you had alrd changed eventho we used to be close last two years. but youre not. idk. why must you betrayed me, again? did i done anything wrong to you? infact, all your past secrets are still safe with me. but why must you? not only you. to whoever yang terase, kalau yer, dipersilekan. i know theres many of my friends who are like that. and oh ya, i really really dislike hypocrites. i guess what tasha said was right. i still remember your advices bby(i).

and to: you-know-who-you are; i dont care if you read this or not.
miss me aye? haha like woaah, so sweeet, not. i already given you more than one chance. do you remember we fought on this matter before the june holiday? and now, again. -.- so i thought you alrd changed the way your feelings towards me. but youre not. so sorry, just a second last chance will do. i dont wanna be too kind in any situation anymore. i didnt have feelings for you cause and idk.. youre just like another typical boy out there. seriously, youre not my type. ask my heart why i didnt have any single feelings for you. its just impossible for us being together. you stalked me. you added some of my friends which you dont prolly know them first in friendster. you asked them about me. you asked your friends whats lack on you. iritatting yknow! you just continueously follow your own ego/like. oh yeh, come i show you mine. understand me, respect my decision. so fxcking please, just move on with your life and find someone else better than me. but thanks for being my bestf. really. you proved to me that besf can be trusted somehow. i really really appreciated it much. unless you fxcking change your heart/feelings towards me, then maybe our friendship still going on?

lastly, family/myself stuffs. everything i do seems to go wrong. urgh, very very very sensitive part on this. maybe i just tell/share perhaps, next time. (=

today, im going out to release my stress. cheh.
going out on two groups. i mean one is, schoolmate and the other one is outside/saturday friends.
so prolly i meeting schoolmate first and at night, the rest of them.
maybe im going to buy new bag? wooo. window shopping.
im going to catch the fireworks at night! and yipee, farhana a.k.a pantat sek binte M gonna treat us to good foods! lawls. so which means, i no need to use my money. hahaha.

so now, its 12.32am. only four gayrek people online.
theres actually alot manszx. where are you guys?
gaah, on the phone more better.

takecare and have a nice day ahead.