A fair-weather friends are:

-A friend who only sticks by you when things are going well.

-A friend who is only around when they need you.

-One who pretends to be your friend when things are good. Leaves when things go astray or are not quite like they think they should be.

-A friend who is only a friend when circumstances are pleasant or profitable. At the first sign of trouble, these capricious, disloyal friends will drop their relationship with you.

-A friend who is only nice to you when it's convenient. Someone who's wishy-washy. Someone who is a "backstabber." Someone who abandons you in certain situations.


While a foul-weather friends are:

-The opposite of a fair-weather friend, a foul-weather friend only seeks you out if they have a problem, need a shoulder to cry on, a ride to town or someone to watch their dog, but otherwise they act as if they don't even know you. They're only your chum when they're glum.

-A foul-weather friend will never call you to go out with other friends, go to a show or just go hang out, but the minute trouble comes, your foul-weather friend knows you are good old reliable you, the one who will listen when no one else will, and they act like you're their only friend. Don't expect the same in return either. When you've got a problem, they'll usually tell you not to bring them down.

-A sucky friend who is not there for you and probably talks a lot of shit behind your back. they only care about themselves and their problems. point is: they don't deserve you.

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Ever felt like youre being left out or gonna be backstab by somebody or something up as the above? Like seriously, i dont even know who my real true friends are. Do they really exist? Cause people nowadays are hypocrites/fakers. Its hard for me to believe this shits like in the end, they gonna backstab you and leave you one day. Nothing stays the same forever. You need to have trust on each other? Fuck you! Sooner or later, the word trust is a bullshit. Some of the friendster/online friends are already have the answers up there. Some said the keyword is patience. I dont know, i really dont know. Im confused.

Because i already tried my best to be a good friend to anyone. And im trying my best to change. I dont need in return. I dont need any arguement. I just want them to realise and appreaciate what i did. But it turn out wrong. Maybe im just jealous cause they find someone new. Or maybe im not that good enough to everyone. But you didnt even know that im always here for you as a friend eventho you may think im like a shit to you. You can count on me, as always. Youre just blind. Dont assume me anyhow as if you really know me that well. Everyone has an attitude problem, dont they? Everyone should given a second chance, am i right? Everyone do makes mistakes. Zomgay, i cant believe how stoopid am i to love you still whom i regard you as a best close friend of mine and accepted you for who you are eventho your words right now do hurt/killed me. Im not overreating nor emoshit, you dumbass. Im sick of always giving people more chances. I aint ego. Try being in my shoes before judging me and tell me how the fuck you feel right now. Let me show you the bad side of me one day. This is my blog i can post anything i want, so go and masturbate yourself. Fuck my moodswings which already been worse than before. Because of that, everythings a messed. Ogay, i talk alot of shiats here am i? Just dont bother me cause im not being myself lately for the past few days till now. Oh yeah bby, thanks alot deeloser. You ROCK!

I am fucking tired of everything around me.
Im sick of trying when theres no change.
Can somebody define me what is true friends?

I love Wid, F, Nina, Nini, Parker and to whoever who cheered me up.
Serioushit, thanks guys. I appreaciate it like alot. Love ya!
And luqqy, quick come back to spore soon cause i miss you alot.