i'm just..just..just fucking sick of everything in my life right now. i can see that everybodys changing; from bad to worse. from bad to good. i'll guess what my friend said was right, less friends, less fights. i dont need famous/ popular people around me. i dont want fake friends live with me. all i need is just true friends. i dont go for looks, i go for personality. gah, its hard to find you know. and it seems that i just dont trust anyone anymore. i dont know. maybe im just too emotional. i dont know what to say anymore cause im just sick..fucking sick. and im still wondering whats the meaning of life.